Guidelines for the Perfect Goodbye - Chapter 254
Since Lilith couldnât read or write, she relied solely on what she could see, hear, and physically experience. She decided to use the methods she knew best.
She ran straight to Adamâs bedroom. While Bernardaâs presence usually made it off-limits, with her gone, the space was now accessible.
âYour Lordship! Itâs me, Lilith!â
She banged on the door urgently. A servant quickly rushed over to pull her away, but she kept pounding.
Lilith didnât understand how inappropriate it was to hammer on someoneâs door so early in the morning. All she could think about was confessing her guilt.
âYour Lordship! Itâs my fault! Itâs all my fault! Iâll take responsibility, pleaseâŚâ
âMiss Lilith, please stop this.â
âLet go of me! How dare you touch me! âŚYour Lordship!â
A deep sigh came from inside the room. It wasnât a sigh of anger, which gave Lilith a slight sense of relief.
Moments later, the bedroom door opened, and Lilith darted inside like a bird.
Instead of instinctively throwing herself into Adamâs arms, she knelt at his feet and grabbed the hem of his pants, tears streaming down her face.
âItâs my fault, Your LordshipâŚâ
Adam, who had been in the middle of changing clothes to head to his study, looked utterly blindsided. The butler helping him with his shirt excused himself and quietly left the room.
Once they were alone, Adam sighed in irritation and pulled Lilith to her feet.
âMaking such a scene in the hallway⌠Are you out of your mind?â
âTh-that was wrong of me, too.â
Lilith, who had fiercely resisted the servant moments earlier, now shrank back timidly.
âYou know how thoughtless I am. Itâs all because I said the wrong thing. Itâs my fault. I raised her poorlyâno, I mean, she grew up fine, but⌠I forced her.â
âYou?â
âYes, I pushed her into it.â
Adam stared at her with a sharp gaze, like a bird of prey.
âYou pushed her?â
âYes, yesâŚâ
âWhat exactly did you tell her to do?â
âWell, I meanâŚâ
The rumors Lilith had heard were always delayed and fragmented. All she knew was that Cecilia had been involved in some scandal with a man in the capital and was now under house arrest.
âI told her⌠to seduce a man from the capitalâŚâ
âLilith, stop lying.â
ââŚIâm sorry.â
âWhy tell such an obvious lie thatâs bound to be caught?â
âIâm sorry for that, tooâŚâ
As she kept apologizing, she finally noticed something odd about the atmosphere.
The room was too clean.
When Adam was truly furious, he had a habit of throwing things. Lilith had learned this by watching him.
If he were really angry with Cecilia, at least one book shouldâve been strewn across the floor. But everything was orderly and pristine, just as his composed exterior suggested.
Even the tone he used to scold her was calmer than she had expected.
âDonât ever cause such a loud commotion again. If you must throw a fit, do it in your own room.â
âYes, Iâll remember that.â
Now regaining her senses, Lilith began to assess the situation cautiously.
Why was Adam so calm?
âDid his business go well? Maybe his investments paid off?â
Adam was typically in a good mood when money was involved.
âI had hoped to keep this from reaching your ears, but it seems someone loose-lipped got to you. I wonder who it was.â
âIt was Jenny,â Lilith quickly tattled, seizing the chance to shift the blame.
âItâs fine. Iâve never liked her anyway. She thought I didnât know she was badmouthing me behind my back? She said this just to mock me.â
She didnât mind Adam controlling even the flow of information about their children.
âJenny? Iâve never heard of her.â
âSheâs been working here for three years.â
âHas it been that long? Whoever she is, sheâll need to be re-educated.â
âYes⌠And, um, about CeciliaâŚâ
âIndeed, she acted recklessly. Who knew her insistence on breaking off her engagement would lead to this? Itâs disgraceful.â
âAs expected, itâs my faultââ
âIf this had completely ruined her prospects, it wouldâve been a disaster. Fortunately, it seems salvageable.â
He adjusted the collar of his shirt and gestured for Lilith to help him with his vest. She quickly moved behind him and assisted.
âSalvageable?â
âPerhaps.â
As he slipped his arms into the vest, he added,
âIn the end, this may even turn out to be a better choice than that other bastard.â