I Became a Barbarian's Bride - Chapter 86
The confusion, bewilderment, and all the chaotic emotions reflected in her blinking violet eyes were palpable to him.Â
Kagan, feeling the overwhelming sensation of having too much to say and nothing coming out, ended up letting out a dry laugh. Â
‘Come to think of it, I said weâd talk before and never did.’Â Â
He didnât even want to imagine how many misunderstandings she had accumulated on her own. Â
After a long moment of silence, while deep in thought, Kagan looked into her swirling eyes and finally spoke. Â
âWe donât really use the term âprimary wifeâ here, but if it means what I think it does, then my only primary wife is you, Princess.â Â
â…What?â Â
âI mean, youâre the only one for me!â Â
Seeing Nisha, who seemed utterly confused and unwilling to understand, Kagan raised his voice. Â
He had tried to be gentle around her, thinking he had scared her too much at first, but now he realized just how absurd her misunderstanding was. Â
No, what is she even talking about? Â
âWhy… Why is that? What about Princess Rose? And that brief introduction we had with the Arha tribe leaderâarenât you going to bring them in as well?â Â
âNo…â Â
Kaganâs lips parted in disbelief. Â
Why were those two names even mentioned? Â
He was torn between asking her why she thought that or firmly denying any such notion.
He couldnât figure out which option to address first. Â
âAh, forget it.â Â
Thinking that thinking things through wasnât really his style, Kagan decided to just say whatever came to mind. Â
âLike I said, there are no multiple Tuns. The first person the Kagan marries becomes the Tun. Thatâs it.â Â
â…What?â Â
âSo, the one who bears the responsibility of Tun is only the first spouse the Kagan marries.â Â
Nishaâs eyes widened in shock. Â
She clearly hadnât considered this possibility, and the realization left a bitter taste in her mouth. Â
Kagan roughly ran his hand through his hair before continuing. Â
âThereâs only one Tun, and while others can be brought in later, theyâre just concubines.â Â
â…â Â
âFor the Kagan, the only partner is the Tun, and for the Tun, the only partner is the Kagan.â Â
His voice seemed to carry an extra weight as he finished. Â
Nisha, overwhelmed by the sudden flood of information, could only silently open and close her mouth, too stunned to speak. Â
âSo… are you saying thatâs really how it is?â Â
âYes. I donât know whatâs been going through your mind, but I never intended to bring anyone else into our marriage other than you.â Â
âBut you love Princess Rose… donât you? I heard you even had a relationship with her.â Â
At Nishaâs words, Kagan visibly flinched. Â
âHow the hell did she…?â Â
âI shouldâve made sure those bastards kept their mouths shut.â Â
Kagan muttered quietly with a somewhat gloomy expression as he held her hand. Â
âI did have a relationship, but it was brief. It was just a childish fling before I even became an adult, and to be clear, I never loved her.â Â
He quickly added that it was just a relationship born out of curiosity during a time when neither of them knew anything. Â
âAnd I ended things with her properly… nothing more came of it.â Â
âNothing more?â Â
âI mean, we didnât go beyond hugging.â Â
At Kaganâs words, Nisha tilted her head. Â
âUh… isnât that irrelevant…?â Â
That didnât seem like the most important point in this conversation. What mattered more was how completely shocking this situation was to her. Â
Everything was the opposite of what she had believed. Â
Kagan froze at Nishaâs nonchalant response. Â
He suddenly felt like he was on the verge of ending up in a lonely, loveless marriage.Â
Or worse, she might tell him it was fine if he found someone else to spend time with elsewhere. Â
âAm I really that unattractive?â Â
He had seen plenty of women who liked him, but this was the first time he encountered one who seemed utterly disinterested. With a bewildered expression, Kagan looked at the woman in his arms. Â
âSo… you’re saying that from now on, Iâll be the only Tun?â Â
âYes, and that wonât change.â Â
âYou mean… youâre not going to bring anyone else in…?â Â
“That’s right.” Â
Nisha’s expression darkened slightly. After a long silence, she cautiously spoke. Â
“Then… does that mean I can’t bring anyone else in either?”