Thought It Was 'The End', Only to Return to a Changed Genre - Chapter 181
Harrison wasnât the only one taken aback by Shaneâs icy voice.
Adeline, Edwin, and Genevieve all stared at Shane in shock.
But Shaneâs face remained unperturbed, gazing at Adeline with a detached expression, as if he truly didnât care whether she lived or died.
âDo you think Iâm bluffing? That I wonât kill a helpless woman in my grasp?â Harrison pressed the blade tighter against her throat, his gaze as cold as his heart was frantic.
âOf course not. If you were the kind of man who couldnât kill, the Crown Prince of Green Windsor would have lost his life long ago.â
âSo you really donât care if your wife dies? Thatâs impossible! Iâve seen it with my own eyes⌠how much you obsess over herâŚâ
Shane tilted his head slightly, narrowing his eyes at Harrison.
âHavenât you already proven that no one can truly know what someone else is thinking?â
âThen whyââ
Why had he come with such fearsome determination?
At sea, unlike on land, there was no way to block off escape routes in advance. Theyâd thought that, at best, theyâd have until dawn before any pursuit would arrive. But the chase had come much faster than anticipated, as if they had known exactly where to find them.
âBecause sheâs mine.â
ââŚâŚâ
âWhether she lives or dies, that fact doesnât change.â
Shane gave a smile, beautifully drawn, like in a painting.
âIf the Saintess were dead, sheâd be useless. But âsheâ is mine, dead or alive.â
It was neither the time nor place for jokes, yet his face and voice carried not a trace of deception or bravado.
That bright smile, paired with his eyes devoid of light, revealed nothing but an obsessive possessiveness, as dense and inescapable as a swamp.
An unyielding determination to never let go, a devouring desire to claim every piece, even if lifeless.
This was Shane Blanchardâs true nature.
To those who knew of his long-standing fixation on Adeline, his words seemed like the most honest expression of his feelings. Edwin and Genevieve frowned, and even Lloyd didnât hide his disgust.
Harrison himself held his breath.
Sensing the shock his words had caused, Shaneâs lips curved slightly, his gaze lowering toward Adeline.
âIn a way, killing her might finally grant her the wish sheâs always had to run away from me.â
ââŚI didnât run away.â
Adeline managed to speak.
Harrison thought it was a lie, meant to put him off guard.
But as she spoke more, calmly and steadily, he couldnât find any trace of deceit in her words.
âI didnât run away!â
âI know.â
The blue eyes that had been fixed on Harrison turned to her. She thought that meeting his gaze would let her glimpse the truth in his feelings, but his eyes remained as cold as ever.
She couldnât hold back the resentment welling up inside her.
âWhat do you know? You know, yet youâre still like this? You donât care if I live or die?!â
âAdeline.â
âDonât call my name like weâre close, you madman!â
If she cried now, sheâd be losing.
Adeline didnât want to cry. She didnât want to show such an undignified side.
But the surge of emotions refused to settle.
She understood why Shane couldnât trust her.
Of course he couldnât. She, too, would have found it hard to trust a liar.
No matter how hard he pressed, sheâd never revealed her secrets. He must have wondered what was true, what she was hiding. She knew her words and actions hadnât earned his trust.
But Adeline had carried her secret alone for over a decade.
Sheâd believed it was best to stay silent, to keep others from getting caught up in her burdens.
She knew better than anyone that her nightmares werenât just bad dreams. Even if sheâd wanted to unburden herself, she couldnât have done it at the cost of endangering those she held dear.
She hadnât shared it because sheâd been trying to protect them.
Sheâd chosen to swallow it alone, which only made it harder to speak of later.
And, after allâ
How could I say it?
âThat Iâd always felt you might be the one to kill me someday.â