Thought It Was 'The End', Only to Return to a Changed Genre - Chapter 196
âThrough this experience, my perspective has changed a bit.â
ââŚâŚâ
âI realized itâs not much fun to leave my life entirely in someone elseâs hands.â
Genevieveâs face was refreshed, as if a layer of burden had been lifted.
Being pushed into a decision had always led to the worst outcomes.
Genevieve had believed she always made bad choices. Because of that, she thought a life where she simply followed decisions made by others wouldnât be so bad.
But everything she had thought would be fine if left as it was turned out not to be fine.
In truth, it wasnât fine at all.
âSo, Iâve decided to live a little more proactively.â
And then, with a beautifully bright smile, she said,
âBecause you told me I could be as happy as I wanted, Lady Adeline. Thatâs still true, right?â
âOf course.â
Adeline responded, slightly bewildered.
Even if someone wasnât the protagonist, everyone had the right to be happy.
It was something so obvious it didnât even require questioning.
âThat itâs obviousâthatâs something you taught me, Lady Adeline. Alright then. Itâs such a bother, but Iâll try my best.â
Her comment, spoken as if she were reluctantly agreeing to manage a group savings club rather than becoming the head of the most popular religious organization on the continent, was unexpectedly charming.
It was a relief she didnât make some solemn vow to take on the challenge with unwavering determination.
Adeline offered some advice.
âIf you find itâs too much, you can always hand it off to someone who wants the job. Donât stress yourself out.â
âThere arenât as many people who want it as youâd think.â
Perhaps it was because anyone wanting to express dissatisfaction would have to confront Edwin, which no one dared to doâŚ
Still, Edwin, for all his faults, was a reliable protector.
âIt seems like everyone thinks youâll do a good job.â
ââŚLady Adeline sees me in far too favorable a light.â
âWell, I am a little lacking in objectivityâŚâ
Adeline admitted with a grim expression. She wished she could confidently proclaim, âI have a great eye for people! Trust me!â but her track record was far too poor.
Look at Shane.
Shane was proof Adeline had no eye for people.
And now her mother, Emma, had been added to the list.
Adeline, who had once believed Emma to be a delicate, tearful mother, had come to understand her true nature and could no longer deny that her judgment was as blind as a hole in a piece of wood.
What good was it to have eyes if she couldnât see properly?
Genevieve burst out laughing.
âYou shouldnât say that here! Youâre supposed to tell me to believe in you.â
âWell, whether you quit or not, youâll still be the Saintess. Whether you do well or poorly doesnât matter as long as youâre at ease.â
âDo you think Iâll fail?â
âNo, I mean it doesnât matter if you do well or not. Iâm on your side, no matter what.â
ââŚâŚâ
âEven if you do a great job as the Pope, people will just think, âWow, how amazingâ.â
Adeline briefly imagined it and then made a slightly exhausted face.
She genuinely thought Genevieve would do well.
Genevieve was someone who listened carefully to others but always said what she needed to, all while smiling.
She was merciful yet firm.
And she was strong.
When angry, she charged like a bull.
Having seen Harrison knocked down like a paper doll, Adeline had resolved never to mess with her for the rest of her life.
The âBullâ Genevieve gave a playful wink and said,
âIf I do a great job as Pope, will you be proud of me?â
âIâm already proud of you, no matter whatâŚâ
If she became any more proud, that would bring its own set of problems.
Genevieve smiled brightly, as if she had expected this answer all along, thinking to herself that Adeline didnât realize how much those simple words sustained her.
âIâll become a power player rivaling Duke Blanchard or His Highness Edwin and steal you away, Lady Adeline.â
ââŚWhat?â
Sensing something odd in the flow of the conversation, Adeline tilted her head.
But Genevieve, now full of determination, clenched her fist and pressed on.
âRight now, Iâm still in a position where Iâm swayed by those two, but just wait. One day, Iâll make sure itâs me!â
âGenevieve, no! Donât make that decision! Whatever it is, itâs better not to!â
âIâll make sure you can get a divorce!â
Genevieve burned with dangerous enthusiasm.
âNo, Iâm not getting a divorceâŚâ
And please, look behind youâŚ
Adeline muttered quietly. Shane, who had returned with Lloyd and a bowl of soup, was smilingâbut his smile was terrifying.