Thought It Was 'The End', Only to Return to a Changed Genre - Chapter 204
âI didnât plan on pretending to be dead in front of you. I wanted to deal with it while you were far away.â
âIn the novel, was I such a bastard that Iâd ignore my dying fiancĂ©e? Thatâs an unbearable type of guy.â
Hearing the disdain in Shaneâs voice, Adeline realized her attempt to explain the novel had failed and shifted the subject.
âAfter that, as you know, I was found alive and brought back to you.â
âAnd youâre still with me now.â
Shane tightened his arms around her. It was slightly suffocating, but the pressure oddly made her feel secure, which she didnât mind.
âWhen I came back, everything was completely different from the future I thought I knew. For example, Genevieve married someone she had never even met, and youâyou completely lost it and resorted to kidnapping and confinement. I couldnât figure out what genre this world had turned into.â
âHaha.â
The man responsible for turning a lighthearted romantic fantasy into a crime thriller laughed. Irritated, Adeline playfully bit his chin, though not hard enough to hurt.
âDonât laugh. I was serious. I didnât understand what was happening, and I was anxious about when the nightmares might start again. I even wondered if things were messed up because I didnât die properly, and whether that meant I had to die this time.â
âNo one can kill you. I wonât let that happen.â
âSure, now I know that. But back then, I thought you hated me. And on top of that, the story had a villainâa proper antagonist who tormented the protagonistsâbut they hadnât shown up. If that villain was still alive somewhere, how could I just ignore it?â
ââŠâŠâ
Shaneâs silence conveyed his disagreement. His blue eyes held a cold detachment, as if he truly couldnât understand why she couldnât just ignore the villain.
âThen Genevieve was attacked, and they said the perpetrator was caught. That gave me some hopeâthat maybe, just as the storyâs events had changed, so had the villainâs ending. Maybe they were gone for good. I just wanted to believe that.â
As Adeline explained, Shane began to understand her actions.
From the young Adeline who seemed to know their future to the Adeline who, upon reuniting, seemed shattered by the destruction of her imagined realityâit all made sense now.
âIf the nightmares hadnât started again, I wouldâve told you everything when the culprit was caught.â
ââŠâŠâ
âIâve died dozens, hundreds of times in those dreams. Sometimes you killed me. Other times, it was Lloyd, His Highness Edwin, sometimes Genevieve, or even Jeff or Patrick, looking down at me as I lay dyingâŠâ
âThatâs enough.â
Shane brushed her hair aside and kissed her smooth forehead.
His kiss lingered, long and deliberate, as though to erase her words. Then, as if marking each spot, he kissed her eyes, the bridge of her nose, the corners of her lips, and the line of her jaw.
âIâm sorry, Shane.â
She hoped her voice, her words, and her expression conveyed her sincerity.
âItâs not a lie. Iâve always liked you. I wanted you to be happy. I didnât want you to lose the happiness you could have had because of me. I know itâs only natural for you to doubt me. Thatâs why I couldnât tell you. I was afraid even saying I liked you would be dismissed as a lieâŠâ
âEven if it were a lie, I wouldâve believed you.â
âItâs not a lie!â
Was this how Pinocchio or the boy who cried wolf must have felt? Adeline, filled with frustration, protested.
Shane chuckled.
âWhat I mean, Adeline, is that even if you were lying and told me you liked me, I wouldnât have been able to help but believe it.â
And that lie wouldâve become his truth.
She didnât seem to realize that anything she gave himâeven pity or liesâwould become love for him.
Even hatred and anger.
As long as it came from her, even if it wasnât real, it could become love.
Adeline grabbed his collar, exasperated.
âIâm serious. I really liked you. Iâve always liked you.â
Her voice trembled with emotion, as if she had been deeply wronged.
âFine, I believe you. I love you, too.â
ââŠI said I liked you, not that I loved you.â
âNow thatâs the lie.â
Shane spoke confidently, grinning as he said,
âYou already love me, Adeline.â
It was clear he was determined to make her love him if she didnât already.
Before she could respond, Shane leaned in and caught her lower lip, tugging it gently.
His lips were warm and soft, making her chest tighten. As if to quench his growing thirst, Shane ran his tongue over his lips and let his hand glide down to the curve of her waist.
âAs long as you didnât run away because you hated me, thatâs all I need.â
âWell⊠I did hate you a little. You kept clinging to me, breaking down my resolveâŠâ
Shane smirked, lowering his hand from her waist to grip her delicate ankle.
âI told you, donât say things thatâll hurt me.â
Then, without warning, he bit the inside of her ankle.
âTake it back.â
âWait! Iâll take it back! Iâll take it back!â
It was only when Adeline noticed her skirt had ridden up to her thighs that she shouted in panic.
Shane, who had lightly nibbled her ankle and kissed the spot, grinned mischievously at her flushed face.
âToo late.â