Thought It Was 'The End', Only to Return to a Changed Genre - Chapter 205
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âWas being late such a grave sinâŚ?â
Adeline muttered bitterly, clutching her head as regret weighed heavily on her.
Shane walked in with a glass of water, a sheepish smile on his face as he perched on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped under his weight, tilting her body slightly. Adeline yanked the blanket higher to cover herself and glared at him.
âDonât come any closer.â
âSorry. I mightâve overdone it.â
Shane smiled smoothly. Though his expression was as gentle as a saintâs, there wasnât an ounce of real remorse in his voice.
âIt was my first time too, so I didnât know how to pace myself.â
He acted like he wouldâve died if she asked him to, and now she felt utterly betrayed and resentful.
âIâm a patient who just got out of bed! Youâre a heartless devil!â
âWerenât you the one who said you were perfectly fine and just needed sleep?â
âThat was just an expression! I cried and begged, but you didnât even pretend to listenâŚâ
âOh, but you were so cute.â
âShane Blanchard.â
âYes, Iâm listening.â
âI donât mean just hearing the words! How could you act like that when I was on the verge of passing out?â
âSorry. I was so excited I couldnât hear properly. I wanted to listen, really.â
No matter how much she snapped at him, his face remained as bright and unbothered as ever.
All night, it had been like this. Every time Adeline had insisted she couldnât take any more, Shane would gently console her, whispering that she could keep going.
âEven the military wouldnât push someone this hard.â
The night had felt less like a wedding night and more like an endless march. Her head still tingled from the overwhelming sensations, and there were gaps in her memory from when sheâd reached her limit and Shane had refused to let up.
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âStop, I canât, Iâll die if we keep going.â
âYou wonât die. You can do this. Just a little more.â
âNo, I hate this. I hateââ
âIf you say you hate it, Iâll be hurt.â
âGood! Be hurt, you bastard!â
âYeah, Iâm the bad guy. Sorry. But donât leave me, Adeline.â
âGo away.â
âYou promised youâd hold me, didnât you?â
Every time she was on the verge of passing out, Shane would nibble and bite her earlobe until she cried again. Even as she flailed in protest, he would comfort her, licking away her tears while his hands stayed firm on her waist.
And through it all, he kept that insufferable smile.
âYou shouldâve considered the difference in our staminaâŚâ
Not just staminaâweight class, gender, everything was stacked against her.
âIâve been thinking.â
âThink harder. I feel like a sheet of paper right now. Mishandle me, and Iâll tear. My durability is trashâŚâ
âLetâs work out together.â
âIâll do it alone. Letâs respect each otherâs personal space.â
âNo. If you leave me alone, Iâll die of loneliness.â
âWhat are you, a rabbit?!â
Shane widened his eyes innocently.
âYou mean Iâm cute like a rabbit, right?â
âNo, I know perfectly well youâre not a rabbit. And stop creeping closer!â
âYou said you wanted water.â
But Shane didnât hand over the glass. When Adeline glared at him, wondering what he was waiting for, he gave a playful smile and brought the glass to his own lips.
âYou sneaky littleââ
Before she could finish, Shane tilted her chin up and poured a stream of lukewarm water into her mouth through his.
Adeline swallowed the water with a string of inaudible curses. As much as she hated it, her parched throat desperately needed the relief. And if she resisted too much, the blanket might slip.
This is a strategic retreat, she told herself. Take the water now, then push him away.
But even after sheâd drained the glass, their lips remained locked. When the kiss began to deepen naturally, Adeline bit down hard on his lip.
âMmph⌠alright, alright.â
Though Shane didnât seem hurt, he obediently pulled away, as if sensing she was truly on the verge of losing her temper.
Still, he stole several quick pecks, making exaggerated smooching sounds before finally letting her go.
âI understand now how an emperor could neglect his duties for love.â
âOh, really?â
âI donât want to be apart from you for a week or even ten days.â
âJust kill me alreadyâŚâ
âIf youâre prepared to die, building stamina isnât so hard.â
Shaneâs mischievous grin made him look like a drill sergeant. Adeline swallowed back tears.
Who goes into marriage prepared to die�
Still, she couldnât entirely dislike seeing Shane so excited. His giddy enthusiasm over their long-awaited wedding night was almost endearing. Even from behind, his excitement was obvious.
Lying facedown, Adeline buried her face in her pillow. At this point, everything about him seemed cute.
âThereâs no bigger fool for love than me.â
She turned her head to peek at Shaneâs broad shoulders, muscular back, and well-sculpted waist. Even from behind, the mix of maturity and childish excitement was both sexy and ridiculous.
âHow can someone be so mature and yet so childlike at the same time?â
It was a curious contradiction.
âOh well.â
But so what? If they were happy, wasnât that enough?