Thought It Was 'The End', Only to Return to a Changed Genre - Chapter 206
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Adeline confessed the truth to Lloyd as well. Having explained it once to Shane, she found it a little easier to organize her thoughts this time.
At first, Lloyd listened with an expression that seemed to question her sanity, but by the end of her explanation, his mouth twitched as if suppressing the urge to swear. He was clearly holding back his frustration.
She explained her past life, the true nature of this world, the content of her recurring nightmares, and even her search for the mage that had plagued her. Lloyd had listened patiently, but when she got to the part about the poison and antidote, his composure finally cracked.
âYouâre saying I killed you?â
âIt was just in the dream, Lloyd. Itâs not like you actually did it.â
âAnd of all poisons, I chose that one to kill you, Master?â
âWell⌠yeah. Thatâs how it was in the dream.â
The sound of Lloyd grinding his teeth was chilling. Adeline spoke meekly.
âCareful, Lloyd, youâll hurt your jawâŚâ
If you use your joints recklessly while young, youâll regret it when youâre olderâŚ
âAnd then, just in case, I was supposed to carry the antidote? What kind of idiot would trust me with that?â
âWhy would I not?â
âYou said the dreams were prophetic! What if I betrayed you? Why would you give me the antidote?â
âBecause I knew you wouldnât betray me.â
âAre you naĂŻve, or just stupid?â
âNeither option sounds appealingâŚâ
Even sharp words like daggers could feel oddly tolerable when you got used to them. Adeline smiled lightly, brushing off his scolding.
âIf you really wanted to kill me, having the antidote wouldnât make a difference. I trusted that you wouldnât, so I didnât waste time worrying about âwhat ifsâ.â
ââŚâŚâ
âWere you disappointed? That I brought you along only for my own sake?â
âWhy would I be? Thatâs a hundred times better than some pity from a nobleâs youngest daughter.â
Lloyd scoffed.
âWhatever your reason, the fact that you saved me from growing up under Lucianâs thumb doesnât change. If Iâd grown up there, sure, Iâd be wealthier now, but⌠still, knowing my past surprised you.â
Why is he so hung up on money?
âI like things as they are now.â
âThen thatâs goodâŚâ
âSo, no more nightmares, right?â
âRight. I think they stopped because the storyâs villain was dealt with.â
If Keith were still alive, the nightmares might return, but for now, it seemed unlikely.
âI wish youâd told me earlier.â
Lloyd muttered regretfully.
âIf youâd included me from the start, we couldâve been much more thorough. I wouldâve helped prepare when you ran away. You wouldnât have had to deal with all those mages and petty nuisances by yourself.â
âSorry. I just⌠didnât think anyone would believe me.â
First Shane, and now Lloydâneither had doubted her for a second.
Adeline had expected resistance and skepticism, so their immediate trust left her feeling bewildered. Lloyd glanced at her and shook his head.
âObviously. Did someone you share secrets with die or something?â
âMy little brotherâsince when could you read minds?â
âI donât need to read minds to know. Youâd keep it all to yourself so we wouldnât get dragged into it.â
Who was protecting whom, exactly?
Finally, Lloyd understood why Adeline had thrown everything away and gone into hiding.
He also remembered Shane Blanchard, who couldnât stop grinning even while reluctantly leaving the estate. Just thinking about that man made Lloydâs stomach churn.
Anyone who had seen Shane today would probably have been terrified. Shane Blanchard smiling like that was as unsettling as seeing the sun out at midnight.
Talk of past lives, novels, and dreams might have sounded like utter nonsense coming from anyone else. But knowing Adelineâs history, it made perfect sense.
As the mysteries unraveled, Lloyd felt a growing frustration.
He knew about Adelineâs five years in hidingâyears she had endured alone.
It wasnât a short time.
It had been a period she didnât need to bear alone, but for Lloyd, those years had been happy ones. For Adeline, however, they must not have been.
Lloyd had often encouraged her to reclaim her status because he knew how lonely she felt, even as she ran away with only him.
Heâd felt guiltyâhappy himself, but knowing she wasnât.
âWhy the face? You look like youâve eaten something rotten.â
âIâm frustrated. If youâd just told me sooner, we wouldnât have had to live like beggars in that collapsing house in the middle of nowhere.â
âI didnât mind it. And we didnât live that badly, did we?â
âI told youâI knew you were lonely.â
âWell, sure, sometimes I was. But I had you.â
ââŚâŚâ
âI was happy. Even there.â
Even when sharing the same time, memories could differ.
But realizing they hadnât been happy aloneâknowing theyâd shared that happinessâlessened his guilt. It made Lloydâs chest tighten with emotion, though he tried to hide it with a gruff tone.
âI know.â