Chapter 228
Cecilia knew that she was interpreting the events of her past life in a very self-centered way. She was angry at his family as if it were her own affair, but she had once been an outsider to him and to the Pierce family.
Therefore, if Logan Harper, who was closer to them than anyone else, claimed he held a grudge against them, she had no right to deny itâwhether it was true or not.
âI have no right to judge your personal past.â
Cecilia raised her hand again, resting it on his shoulder as if they were partners about to waltz. She looked up at him.
âAre you offering to be my ally?â
âA collaborator.â
He wrapped his arm around her waist, but not as carefully and politely as when they had danced before. Gripping her slender waist firmly, he said,
âThe enemy of my enemy is my friend.â
ââŚIndeed.â
Cecilia smiled slyly.
âSo even if we break off our engagement, it seems our connection wonât end so easily.â
âThatâs correct.â
Cecilia didnât probe further into his intentions, just as he hadnât questioned the roots of her own grudge. Perhaps heâd already made assumptions based on Christianâs sordid history, perhaps thinking sheâd been wronged by him.
âIt doesnât matter.â
It didnât matter what Logan thought or what emotions he held. She simply acknowledged it: his past grudge, his anger, his desire for revenge.
Acknowledging it made things simpler. It was easier to think that he had always harbored those thoughts, rather than imagining sheâd somehow changed him.
âItâs also better for planning ahead.â
But, not needing to appear overly virtuous to him, she murmured mischievously,
âWeâll be useful to each other.â
His fingers around her waist trembled briefly, but his face remained the same, responding with the same insincere smile he often wore.
âPrecisely. Weâre still necessary to each other.â
* * *
The moment Logan left the room, Bernarda burst in, eager to interrogate Cecilia about what they had discussed. She had clearly hoped Cecilia would plead with him to hold onto the engagement, even if it meant crying and begging.
But when she realized they were to break off the engagement, even she, usually adept at controlling her expressions, couldnât hide her displeasure.
âCecilia, you foolish girlâŚâ
She even forgot to use her usual endearments, ready to scold Cecilia before finally shaking her head in frustration, folding her arms with a deep sigh.
âI donât know anymore. Letâs see how His Lordship will respond.â
Cecilia laughed inwardly. Instead of sacrificing herself for the future of that womanâs son, it was better to lie low for the time being. Her father would surely think of a way to use this situation, so she didnât need to worry about her standing diminishing.
It seemed neither Bernarda nor Caroline had yet considered that.
âOh, Ceci, what will we do with you? For something like this to happen on your first trip to the capital⌠I should have stayed closer to you and protected you.â
Carolineâs sympathy felt insincere, undoubtedly masking her satisfaction at seeing her half-sisterâs missteps. Cecilia let both Bernardaâs scolding and Carolineâs hypocrisy wash over her. She could handle whatever her family threw at her, and as for the issues between the Heens and Rosencrantz families, she could safely leave that in Nigelâs capable hands.
Just then, a servant from House Heens knocked and entered. Bernarda, looking troubled, addressed him.
âDid Count Heens summon us?â
âYes, he did⌠butâŚâ
The servant hesitated, looking uncomfortable, and Bernarda pressed him.
âWhy? Is he planning to hold the Lasphilla family accountable?â
âNo, not that⌠His Lordship said he would adjourn for now and discuss matters with Count Lasphilla later.â
âHmm? Heâs just sending us home?â
âYes, heâs already instructed the stablemen to prepare your carriages.â
ââŚâŚâ
Bernarda tapped her crossed arms and then laughed, a frown still lingering on her face.
âIt seems something happened with the Rosencrantz family.â
At that, Cecilia and Caroline both turned to the servant, who, visibly uncomfortable, finally confessed.
âApparently, the two brothers of House Rosencrantz had a quarrel over this⌠so it seems any conversation today would be impossible.â