Guidelines for the Perfect Goodbye - Chapter 240
Nigel casually wrapped up their conversation.
âWell then, you have no right to question me any further. Relationships are personal matters, arenât they? Letâs leave it at that.â
Relationships. Lover.
Each time Nigel uttered those words, Ulysses felt incredulous. Was he being serious?
âNo, thereâs no way heâs serious.â
Ulysses clenched and unclenched his teeth before speaking.
âDonât toy with her.â
The emotions he had been suppressing came bursting out.
âAre you planning to hurt her again?â
He quickly followed up.
âAre you going to look down on her like before?â
His questions came rapid-fire, like bullets.
âDid you even apologize for the way you treated herâhitting her, insulting her?â
By now, his questions werenât really questions anymore.
âIf youâre going to keep acting like this, then you might as wellâŚâ
You might as well⌠At that moment, his voice caught, and he couldnât continue.
ââŚâŚâ
Ulysses turned his head away. Nigel was no longer smiling, either.
In a voice heavy as a rain-soaked wool coat, Nigel finally said,
âI never hit her.â
Roughly brushing his bangs back, he added,
âDamn it⌠I have no memory of doing that.â
In truth, Nigel had often hurled verbal abuse and insults at Ceciliaâviolence that might have cut deeper than physical blows. But he swore to any god that he had never laid a hand on her.
Yet Ulysses shook his head.
âCecilia would have said she wasnât hit. She always hid those things from others.â
âIâm telling you, I neverâŚâ
âDonât deny it. I saw it myself.â
Ulysses dredged up a memory he had replayed so many times it had frayed like a well-thumbed piece of yellowed paper.
A young boy and girl. The boy was pummeling the girl. She was curled up tightly like a cocoon, shielding her head with both hands.
The boy screamed.
âDie, you mongrel! Just die!â
The girl stayed silent. No, she stayed eerily calm, holding her breath as if even that might draw further punishment.
ââŚI saw it clearly.â
Ulysses closed his eyes as the wind tapped against the window, as if weary of their quarrel.
Nigel didnât try to provoke him further. His earlier plan had been to dredge up stories about Cecilia to unsettle Ulysses, goading him into violence that Nigel could then showcase to their father.
But that resolve had crumbled. The faint sense of victory heâd felt earlier had entirely evaporated, replaced by a suffocating weight in his chest, like a landslide pressing down on his heart.
Knock, knock.
At that moment, a servant knocked on the door to the reception room.
âYoung Master Nigel, your belongings have been packed. Shall we load them onto the carriage?â
âYes. Letâs get going.â
Without looking back, Nigel left the Rosencrantz estate.
***
The news that Nigel had shielded Cecilia in front of the Marquis spread quickly, stirring polarized reactions. Publicly, people criticized the scandal, but privately, they were fascinated by the story of two lovers defying familial constraints.
Bernarda was among the first to hear about it. After all, she had sent Cecilia to the Rosencrantz estate for precisely this purpose.
âIt seems Nigel Rosencrantz has truly taken an interest in Cecilia.â
As Bernarda spoke, she stirred milk into her tea with a teaspoon. The liquid swirled into a soft, creamy shade as she continued.
âWith this, His Excellency will likely choose to escalate the matter rather than contain it. Considering Nathanâs future, itâs not a bad outcome. The Rosencrantz family is worth keeping as an ally, after all. And frankly, I was sick of tolerating that shameless, vile woman.â
Standing behind her, Louise hesitated before cautiously speaking up.
âBut are we sure theyâre truly lovers? Miss Cecilia might have lied.â
âOh, why would she tell such an easily disproven lie? Cecilia might be overly timid, but she isnât foolish enough to come up with something like that.â
It seemed even that timidity was now in question. After all, this was not something a timid girl could have orchestrated.
Bernarda chuckled.
âTo think I underestimated her as a quiet little kitten. Sheâs really outdone herself this time.â
Louise still looked troubled.
âI canât believe Sir Nigel defended Miss Cecilia. Isnât he known to detest illegitimate children?â
Bernarda shot her a pitying glance, eyebrows furrowing slightly.
âThat just shows your inexperience with men.â