Guidelines for the Perfect Goodbye - Chapter 288
âYou know Iâm quite sensitive about backgrounds.â
Of course she knew. After all, he had fixated so much on Lilith for being a gypsy, yet still never accepted her as his wife.
If not for her modest but legitimate family background, Bernarda could never have become the Countessâeven if she had been Adamâs only helper and adviser in introducing Louise to him and planning the death of his wife.
âSo you mean you no longer want to use the gypsiesâ sinister magic.â
âExactly. To be even more honest, Iâm starting to think itâs time to send Louise ClĂ©on out of our household. Of course, since sheâs done us a service, it would be best to guarantee her secrecy and provide her with enough assets to leave.â
ââŠSo itâs because sheâs a gypsy, too.â
âMm, thatâs right.â
âThen what about Lilith Dust?â
âLilith?â
A glacial chill flickered in Adamâs once-languid gaze. It was a sensitive reaction, as if she had touched a nerve.
âWhy are you bringing up Lil now?â
âMiss Lilith is also of gypsy origin. If you were to send her away together with Louise, the household would be all the cleaner.â
âLil⊠sheâs different. She knows less about gypsy magic than the average person. Sheâs closer to a dancer than a gypsy⊠Not that either is any less low-born.â
Adam spoke as if that fact was a genuine regret. Bernardaâs lips twisted for a moment, as if in a brief spasm.
Adam quickly noticed her fleeting loss of composure.
âYou promised you wouldnât be jealous. You said youâd accept her.â
âYes, of course. After all, I am only here as Your Excellencyâs ally, not in hopes of love.â
Bernarda quickly regained her expression.
âI only mentioned Miss Lilith because I didnât know you had such a strong aversion to gypsies.â
âSheâs an exception.â
âYes, I know. I spoke out of turn.â
ââŠâŠâ
Adam stared at Bernarda sharply. Then, as if to break the mood, he switched topics with a lighter tone.
âEven if Louise were to cast a curse, thereâs no guarantee it would work as well as before, is there? Even if Louise ClĂ©on resents the marquis, how much resentment could she really feel for someone sheâs never even met?â
Adam knew at least this muchâthat the poison heâd used to kill Evelyn was made from bitterness and hatred toward the target.
According to Bernarda, Louise was a jealous gypsy who longed for a noblewomanâs life and thus held a deep grudge against aristocratic ladies.
The only reason she served Bernarda faithfully was because she owed her a favor.
If Bernarda was right, then Louiseâs resentment toward the old, dying marquis would be far less than what she felt for Evelyn.
It was praiseworthy of Bernarda to have brought the marquisâs personal effects just in case. Still, Adam had no desire to use the same method twice.
His wifeâs deathâŠ
That was among the gravest of Adamâs many sins.
He didnât want to repeat anything that might remind him of it.
***
There are times in life when nothing goes your way.
A day when one misfortune piles atop another.
For Adam, everything lately had been nothing but misfortune.
Nigel, who had come to propose to Cecilia, kept their meetings lukewarm and then, without a word, returned to the capital one day.
Since he didnât propose to Cecilia, the marquisâs watch chain that Bernarda had stolen became a useless trinket.
Before Adam could even complain to Nigel, the business he had invested in was nationalized. Staring helplessly at his now worthless stock certificates, Adam was left speechless.
Suddenly, he recalled the advice of that damn Nigel.
âŠNo, not him.
It was the message from that so-called investment expert.
Wasnât he told to get rid of those shares now, because soon they wouldnât even be salable?
If that prediction had really foreseen this situation, it was practically prophetic since it had all unfolded without Adam knowing a thing.
âAdam Lasphilla, stabbed in the back? UnbelievableâŠâ
Unable to find any way to recoup his losses, Adam eventually wrote a letter to Nigel.
Instead of filling it with the curses and threats heâd originally intended, he wrote a brief and polite request.
[ Could you introduce me to the agent named Dan? ]
For Adam, it was a blow to his pride. But with profit as his first priority, he could no longer put off making contact.