Thought It Was 'The End', Only to Return to a Changed Genre - Chapter 110
‘Just how many sins was [Adeline] going to commit?’
Choices create countless crossroads.
The dream Adeline was seeing was a possibility that should have happened but was disrupted because it didnāt.
However, unlike before, the many possibilities did not converge to one point.
[Adeline] was going to die anyway, but her death didnāt make anyone happy. In a way, it was comforting to think it meant there was no predetermined ending for her future.
But this was unbearably hard to endure.
Adeline held the dying Shane in her arms. Watching the person who seemed impossible to kill grow cold in her embrace. Even knowing it was a dream, she couldnāt stop the tears from welling up.
āAdelineā¦.ā
āIām sorry, Iām sorry, Iām sorry, Shaneā¦.ā
āā¦ā¦.ā
The agony of watching a cherished person die was more excruciating than she could have imagined.
It felt like something was blocking her throat, suffocating her. As her tears fell onto Shane’s pale cheeks, he let out a weak laugh.
āServes you right.ā
āā¦ā¦.ā
āNow you understandā¦.ā
Shaneās large hand cupped Adeline’s cheek.
A blood-stained hand.
What good was knowing it was a dream? Adeline just wanted to die quickly. If it wouldnāt end until she died, it would be better if she died first. Why should she have to see him die in life?
Anyone.
Just kill me too, please.
She needed to find out who killed Shane, but she couldnāt take her eyes off him. Adeline cried out like a beast.
āI want to die too. Iāll die too, Shane. I wonāt let you go aloneā¦.ā
āDonāt be ridiculous. Why would I, with youā¦.ā
āIf you donāt like it, donāt go, donāt die. If you die, Iāll die tooā¦.ā
Shaneās face twisted in pain.
Someone, please end this dream. Adeline sobbed desperately. Then someone approached them from behind and whispered.
āGranted.ā
It was Edwinās voice. As Adeline turned in shock, her heart was pierced.
Adeline looked at Edwin. Someone was standing next to him.
She couldnāt see that face.
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It would be better to die.
āUghā¦.ā
Adeline sobbed, covering her face with both hands.
The heightened emotions didnāt disappear just because she woke up.
When she was the only one being killed, she could endure the lack of sleep and the nightmarish feelings. That was all she could bear.
But seeing her loved ones die one by one, it was not something she could witness with a sane mind.
The pale faces, the hands falling away from cheeks, the blood-curdling laughterāall of it lingered, and the tears wouldnāt stop.
Was this retribution?
āWhat did I do to Shane and Genevieveā¦.ā
The two had to witness such horrors not in dreams but in reality. The guilt weighed heavily on her heart.
Adeline calmly recalled the situation in the dream.
She had to remember. Otherwise, she would lose to this nightmare.
Shane had died once in the dream, and in the next dream, he was injured.
Foreign guests invited to the Winter Founding Festival arrived by ship. During an event attended with the Crown Prince to welcome them, materials collapsed over Adeline, and Shane got injured trying to save her.
He wouldnāt have been hurt if he hadnāt tried to protect her.
Adeline was about to get angry at Shaneā¦.
āWhy did I wake up?ā
She realized belatedly that she had woken up before dying in the dream.
What happened?
Surely it was supposed to end with her death, but she couldnāt remember the scene of her dying.
Adeline took a short breath and pressed her eyes with the back of her hand. At that moment, Shane grabbed her hand and pulled it away.
āAdeline.ā
āShane⦠you werenāt asleep?ā
Shane, instead of answering, frowned and stared at her.
āHow could I sleep when youāre crying?ā
āOh⦠Iām sorry.ā
āNo need to apologize.ā
Shane picked up the wet towel placed on the side table. Lloyd had brought it in the middle of the night.
Lloyd must have noticed she was having trouble sleeping again. Adeline groaned and held her head. Even if she insisted she was fine, she couldnāt hide it from those who were with her all day.
āTell me, Adeline. Itās been almost a month. What are you hiding?ā
āI just couldnāt sleepā¦.ā
āThatās a terrible lie.ā
āItās true.ā
It was just a nightmare, nothing more.
Adeline looked at Shaneās dissatisfied face, then grabbed his cheeks with both hands. Shane seemed surprised for a moment but waited patiently with his head bowed.
āAre you worried Iāll let myself die?ā
No way.
This person is mine now. Iāll protect him.
Adeline kissed Shaneās forehead and said.
āItās okay. It was just a strange dream.ā
She was not lying.